Saturday, July 17, 2010

You Put This Love In My Heart

I found it hard to believe
Someone like you cared for me
You put this love in my heart

I tried but could not refuse
You gave me no time to choose
You put this love in my heart

I want to know where the bad feelings go
When I'm depressed and I get down so low
And then I see you coming to me and it's alright

I want to tell you right now
I'm not afraid to say how
You put this love in my heart

There are some times when I doubt
But you always find me out
You put this love in my heart

Cause when I see all that you've done for me
It's hard to doubt, I just have to believe
'Cause you followed up, proved it all of your life

Well I know  he loneliness I had before
Is gone now I'll never feel it anymore

Cause your love has released me
From all that's in my past
And I know I can believe you
When you say I'll never be forsaken
Your love is gonna last

There's so much more I should say
If I could just find a way
You put this love in my heart

Is all this real or a dream
I feel so good I could scream
You put this love in my heart

I want to know where the bad feelings go
When I'm depressed and I get down so low
And then I see you coming to me and it's alright

You put this love in my heart
You put this love in my heart
You put this love in my heart

Keith Green

28|28|28

Friday, July 16, 2010

God Will Make A Way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

Oh, God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade but His Word will still remain
And He will do something new today

Oh, God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

Don Moen

CDL

Passed my CDL Exam, should be getting my new drivers license early next week.  Test went OK, got dinged for a few minor things; the examiner felt that I didn't do enough traffic checks especially while making left turns; while doing the pre-trip inspection I mentioned the wheel, tire, lug nuts but failed to mention the check for "cracked or welded rims"; little things like those.   On the whole the test went quite smoothly, no surprises, nothing unexpected or for which I was not prepared.

Although I passed the test, school is not yet over.  This afternoon we get a video on "How to Chain Up", then we go out in the yard and practice putting the chains on, all six of them.  I think that tomorrow is logbooks and Sunday is Qualcomm.  Now is when we cover the things required for the job but not required to pass the CDL exam; things like all the special rules required by certain states like Oregon, California, and others that have rules that are different from or in addition to the the Federal Rules.

Next big hurdle:  getting a job driving truck.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Oh Lord, You're Beautiful

Oh Lord, You're beautiful,
Your face is all I seek,
For when Your eyes are on this child,
Your grace abounds to me.

Oh Lord, You're beautiful,
Your face is all I seek,
For when Your eyes are on this child,
Your grace abounds to me.

I want to take Your Word and shine it all around.
But first help me just to live it Lord.
And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.
For my reward is giving glory to You.

Oh Lord, please light the fire,
That once burned bright and clear.
Replace the lamp of my first love,
That burns with Holy fear.

I want to take Your Word and shine it all around.
But first help me just to live it Lord.
And when I'm doing well, help me to never seek a crown.
For my reward is giving glory to You.

Oh Lord, You're beautiful,
Your face is all I seek,
For when Your eyes are on this child,
Your grace abounds to me.

Oh Lord, You're beautiful,
Your face is all I seek,
For when Your eyes are on this child,
Your grace abounds to me.

Keith Green    http://www.lastdaysministries.org/ 28|28|28

Friday, July 9, 2010

Backing Practice

Spent most of the day playing with Big Boy's Toys.  Sorta.  Since I have my permit, I am now allowed in the truck, along with 63 other remaining members of my class.  So, we spent the day, 8 to a truck, 10 minutes a turn, practicing starting the truck, putting it in low gear, pulling it straight forward about 100 feet, stopping, putting it in reverse, backing up STRAIGHT about 100 feet, stopping, ad infinitum.

One of the school trucks backing away from me.


Me about to climb into one of the school's trucks.


 And yes, we are standing on hot black freshly sealed asphalt, it is 92 degrees in the shade, and there is no shade.  I think I have sunburn on my forehead; I didn't have my visor in my backpack and had to go to the dorm to get it.  Probably have sunburn on the back of my neck also.  I'm sure I will know soon enough!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

CDL

Got my Commercial Drivers License Learners Permit.  Passed the General Knowledge Test at "only" 90% and both the Air Brakes and Combination Vehicles Tests at 100% each.

Next step: Actual driving.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

If My People

A friend of mine shared this with me, and I just had to pass it along for the rest of the world.  This is so cool!

If My people, who are called by My Name, will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land. 2 Chronicles 7:14

If

"Today, if you hear His voice, do not harden your heart…" Psalm 95:7-8
"Blessed is the man who always fears the Lord, but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble." Proverbs 28:14
"But, because of your stubbornness and your unrepentant heart, you are storing up wrath against yourself for the day of God's wrath, when His righteous judgment will be revealed." Romans 2:5
"But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness." Hebrews 3:13
"For this people's heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they've closed their eyes…" Acts 28:27

My people

"Now if you obey Me fully and keep My covenant, then out of all nations you will be My treasured possession. Although the whole earth is Mine, you will be for Me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation…" Exodus 19:5-6
"For you are a people holy to the Lord your God. Out of all the peoples on the face of the earth the Lord has chosen you to be His treasured possession." Deuteronomy 14:2
"Know that the Lord is God. It is He who made us, and we are His; we are His people, the sheep of His pasture." Psalm 100:3
"I'll put My Laws in their minds and write them on their hearts. I will be their God and they will be My people." Hebrews 8:10

Who are called by My Name

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him Who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light." 1 Peter 2:9
"…our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, Who gave Himself to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for Himself a people that are His very own, eager to do what is good."  Titus 2:13-14

Will humble themselves

"The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18
"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, You will not despise." Psalm 51:17
"Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven." Matthew 18:4
"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted." Matthew 5:4
"He has shown you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God." Mica 6:8
"I live…with him who is contrite and lowly in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the spirit of the contrite." Isaiah 57:15
"Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that He may lift you up in due time." 1 Peter 5:6
"Humble yourselves before the Lord, and He will lift you up." James 4:10

And pray

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. To everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matthew 7:7-8
"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak." Matthew 26:41
"…the prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective." James 5:16
"If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given you." John 15:7
"Pray continually." 1 Thessalonians 5:17

And seek My face


"You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:13
"But if from there you seek the Lord your God, you will find Him if you look for Him with all your heart and with all your soul." Deuteronomy 4:29
"Look to the Lord and His strength; seek His face always." Psalm 105:4
"Seek the Lord while He may be found; call on Him while He is near" Isaiah 55:6
"... break up your unploughed ground; for it is time to seek the Lord…" Hosea 10:12
"Look to the Lord and His strength; seek His face always." 1 Chronicles 16:11
"Come near to God and He will come near to you. Wash your hands you sinners, and purify your hearts you who are double-minded." James 4:8

And turn from their wicked ways

"…but now God commands all people everywhere to repent." Acts 17:30
"Repent then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, and times of refreshing may come from the Lord." Acts 3:19
"…unless you repent, you too will all perish." Luke 13:3
"Let the wicked forsake his way and the evil man his thoughts. Let him turn to the Lord, and He will have mercy on him and to our God, for He will freely pardon." Isaiah 55:7
"Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret." 2 Corinthians 7:10
"Return to Me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning." Joel 2:12

Then will I hear from heaven

"Because your heart was responsive and you humbled yourself before the Lord…because you tore your robes and wept in My presence, I have heard you, declares the Lord." 2 Kings 22:19
"So we fasted and petitioned our God about this, and He answered our prayer."  Ezra 8:23
"After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the Word of God boldly." Acts 4:31

And will forgive their sin

"In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins in accordance with the riches of God's grace." Ephesians 1:7
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9
"He forgives all my sins…" Psalm 103:3
"But with You there is forgiveness; therefore You are feared." Psalm 130:4
"For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you." Matthew 6:14
"And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins." Matthew 11:25
"Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." Ephesians 4:32
"Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you." Colossians 3:13

And will heal their land

"How long will the land lie parched and the grass in every field be withered? Because those who live in it are wicked, the animals and birds have perished." Jeremiah 12:4
"Righteousness exalts a nation, but sin is a disgrace to any people." Proverbs 14:34
"For the Lord is our judge, the Lord is our Lawgiver, the Lord is our King; it is He Who will save us." Isaiah 33:22
"For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea." Habakkuk 2:14

CDL School

As usual, recruiters will promise you the world.  After paying the school admission fee and signing the loan agreement, then the conditional employment contract comes out.  The pay scale offered is a good 30% less than what was given to me by the recruiter or displayed on the website.  It MIGHT be enough to buy basic food and necessities with.  If I can survive the first year then it will be OK, but the pay for the first year will be pretty poor, pretty close to minimum wage, just a bit less.  Passed the physical today and I have my Medical Certificate for the next year anyways.

Friday, July 2, 2010

The Last Airbender

Not sure what to think about this movie. I loved the cartoon series.  I'm amazed at how well they were able to find actors that looked like the cartoon characters (except General Iroh for some reason).  The story line was more or less followed, not less then I expected.  The acting was OK.

But...

Something seemed to be missing.  I can't put my finger on it, but something was not right.  I MAY go back to see the sequels, if they happen to be made, but I wouldn't bet on it.

If you are a fan of the series then you need to see this.  If you are not a fan, maybe.  I was the only person in my group to have seen the Nickelodeon cartoon, but the others enjoyed it.  But they were not gushing about it either.

A pleasant way to spend a rainy afternoon?

I'm not used to being so...ambivalent.